There was a member here who gained free access to this group, a free membership, free products on repeat, 2 months of free rent and food from our homestead, hundreds of dollars in cash, free pet care, a platform to speak her story and gain support for her journey… and I didn’t ask for a single thing in return… But when potent jealousy turns to resentment and that resentment becomes blatant disrespect, I need to draw a boundary for my own life. I apologize if I lead anyone astray, or brought charity to a case that I should have vetted a little more thoroughly - I let my compassion, radical grace and live and let live allowance blur the lines of what was appropriate or acceptable. Red flags were either completely ignored or perhaps even justified by me, and that was a necessary learning opportunity for my own walk, but I sincerely apologize if it hurt anyone else. I hope in this situation that I’m extended the same radical grace that I give others so often, but my patience and tolerance is definitely wearing thin… I don’t care if you’re Joe Rogan or a homeless person. Some things are just not acceptable. I give SO MUCH for free. The only thing I have ever asked for in return is a little respect and forward movement for the collective. This membership is just an offering. My work is for all of our humanity, and I’m fully aware that it’s saved both lives and hundreds of dollars on supplements and bodily sabotage. Plenty of people learn from me, and walk away better, with zero return or even expression of gratitude... This doesn’t mean that I am ignorant to my own worth, ignorant to your choices to just take, or that I will sit with any blatant transgressions against me or my family. And listen, everyone has demons and a kind of traumatic walk… I don’t demand perfection. Healing is a journey. I worked with that soul for two dang months while she belittled me time and time again from her righteous high throne, which I encouraged and celebrated FOR HER… it’s wild times that someone with that kind of personal history and decision making in their own life would belittle anyone… WILD. Humble yourself, child. How dare you cast stones at another mother, I don’t care who you are.

I am very much an “Ooooh… that feels good to me” kind of girl. 😂 Meaning, I can hear about something, see something, or be introduced to a completely new idea and my intuition will immediately say, “Yep. There’s something here.” I don’t always need someone to hand me 47 scientific studies before I’m willing to explore it. And, full disclosure, I’m also not always the best at articulating all of the scientific research either. LOL. That’s just not my superpower. That's Tatums @Renaissance Wellness super power LOL I’m much more about curiosity, intuition, lived experience, and then learning more as I go. A friend sent me this video today — and she’s actually a brand-new urine therapy user herself! — and I thought it was such a great conversation to share. So I’m sharing it here, and I’ve also added it to my Shivambhu classroom inside my Skool because conversations like this can help us unpack some of the stigma, discomfort, and programming surrounding this ancient practice.

Tonight is extra special, as one of our beloved members, @Radha Geet , wants to (finally) share her story with everyone, and what a story it is. In full transparency, when I made a reel on instagram bragging about hosting a "homeless person" on our property, I didn't disclose that it was a most lovely, divine warrior of the light, renwell sister emerging from a set of a long line of unfortunate circumstances, and that "homeless" often paints a picture very different to who her soul actually is... But I was using it for my advantage to prove a point, and Radha was all for it lol. And it's true, she is indeed "homeless", and has been living in our vacant travel trailer for the last few weeks. The way our paths and this situation happened was out of both of our control. Neither of us had this as the plan, ever. But as the story has unfolded, as it often does in hindsight, the divine workings have been all over this. Over the last few weeks, surrender and trust has been the theme of both of our lives, and it has been MAGICAL. So it is incredibly exciting times that the fog and the confusion is finally lifting (for the both of us!), and with a little help from my friend Yana in Astrocartography, and in simply allowing the divine to work in divine timing, we have been truly all smiles the last couple of days. What a joy and a gift her journey has been, for the both of us. So much dang magic, and I am genuinely SO excited for her. I cannot wait to see how her journey continues to unfold. I have added Radha's journey to the member's portion of the RENWELL SHOP (PLEASE READ FOR THE FULL STORY!), as she has some crystals to sell, and some offerings to return for any donations toward her journey, but tonight she just wants to share her story, to be vulnerable with everyone, and to be seen. And as I have the RenwellMD LIVE Q&A tomorrow morning (ALL SUPPLEMENTS ARE POISON... TROY!!! lol), I've asked her to be the lead tonight in my place so I can reserve my voice box, and she graciously accepted and plans to share her story from her heart space. From there, questions or concerns or ideas or suggestions (or anything to show her your support) is welcome.

I’ve been feeling quite nostalgic lately. After Tatum sent me a piece of forest from Montana, an old love has been rekindled. I grew up walking in forests and foraging mushrooms and berries. I believe it was my happy place. Now that I’ve been away from any forest for 24 years I yearn for it deeply. I came across this short documentary and it is making my heart so full 🥰

Because I am not yet living this life, I find comfort and inspiration in watching my vision.