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off cycle

yo everyone, the past few months were really struggling for me, i started hgh, testosteron, t4, anastrzole, metformin and hcg around 4 months ago i was on cycle for 8weeks, but one day my mother searched my room for some reason and found all the medication, she told me she was very scared about what i could do wrong so she sent me to a doctor we did bloodwork and as expected testosteron was way above the range and my own proudction was nearly 0, since hcg doesnt show on bloodork, so my doctor said to me that she wants me to be 8 weeks without any medication, so we can see what my bloodowkr looks like without medication, i personally think this decision is so dumb since she is just gonna crash all my horm0nes in 8 weeks, and either way i want to continue doing what i was doing before my mom found out, anyways, im not 6 weeks off i feel very unmotivated, and i am now at a psychologist, and its honsetly so frustatring taklking to her, we keep on having those stupid arguiments where she says, looks dont matter, why do you care so much about your height and looks its secondary, and i also ague alot with my dad, they keep on telling me i have no empathy, im in my own world and i am negativly influenced by social media, but in my opinion theyrre just the one blinded by the cope, i just want to hop on again so bad, i still have all the hgh hidden in a kitchen but my mom took away all my insulin syringes and my other medications, im so tired of all these retard deciding what my next move is and allmy parents say is, youre only 15 years old, were the once do9ng the decisions for you. everything is so difficiult rn, and again i juzst want to do my stuff again, i grew 4 cm in 7 weeks on hgh, and i felt so great being on cycle...

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