I am glad to say that a win is that I am all caught up with the lessons. I had the courage to go back to my initial intention and put what my real income intention is: $25,000 per month. I don't believe I've ever said that out loud to anyone, but it's a win that I feel comfortable enough saying that in this community.
Another win is that I can acknowledge seeing myself in survival mode because I have a very real, quickly approaching deadline as it relates to income. I take it as a win that I can acknowledge that feeling of survival so that I can move into a place of regulation.