Im having this too for awhile. It’s not easy indeed. I literally had planned in the start of this year how many words I’d need to do per day to get the fourth book of my series completely drafted. And it’s almost September and I haven’t written anything or know where to start. And everytime I try to start, I find myself putting invisible barriers that don’t allow me to do my work. I feel like sometimes, the more I plan the less I achieve 😂