Hello fellow chess people today I played 3 rapid games today and lost all 3 as the title suggests yesterday I actually had good results with 3 Win's and 2 draws but today it's like I completely forgot how to play and made way more mistakes, I even lost a game in 7 moves because I blunderd a rook and also ignoring a obvious and clear threat I should've stopped, despite starting the day at 1491 rapid and was so close to reaching 1500+ rapid again but I had to lose 3 games in a row and drop back down again. As much as I want to continue playing today to try and climb back a little I know if I do it will probably only get worse so no more rapid for today, I feel dejected at the moment especially when I was just so close to reaching 1500+ rapid again and I felt like if I did I could really start climbing back but no I lost 3 in a row and dipped again. Note: if I'm being honest with the people who regularly see my Post's I'm honestly considering quitting chess completely because I don't think I will ever reach 1800 rapid or win a tournament which was one of my other goal's, when I was still 1700+ rapid I felt like I could reach 1800 in two weeks at least and also said I would be mr1800 rapid but that didn't go as planned but yeah at the moment I feel like quitting and lost hope in myself