Ayyy glad to be back from what honestly was probably the closest to Death I’ve ever been . This disease wasn’t meant to kill me even when I try and I’m living proof so I guess I’m meant to excel in recovery 1) Cleaned my whole house , got my stuff together 2) NA meeting ! 3) Finally back to eating properly , and drinking almost my daily water requirement 4) Weekend with my girls ! Look crack hasn’t killed me yet but it’s certainly come close . My health is in shambles and my brains a mess but I know between this program , Narcotics Anonymous, hard work , dedication I’ll get right back to where I was and excel even further in my recovery . Till tomorrow happy 24