I took down my last post. I cannot express how much spiritual warfare is going on. I think I need to step away for a while so as not to be a burden here. I have some things that need rooted out. I am not usually this type of person who cries out for prayer. I’m usually stronger than this. God help me.

The weight of the responsibility of the Call to Excellence was very much felt today. Whatever the Lord is calling you all towards, wear it with honor. This is the KING of Kings that we GET to serve, and He loves His beloved children. We are the apple of His eye. He died for me when I didn't deserve it🥺. He comforts me🥰. He feeds me 🥗. He healed me. He restored me. He covers me and protects me. On and on we could go. I used to think that when I missed the mark God was dissapointed but I was reminded, (as I was typing) that, to Him, a 1000 years is but a day. The many many many years that it took me to learn a lesson, hear Him clearly, or obey, to Him, it's only seconds.[if that]🥹 Plus we have been made righteous through Christ Jesus. "What is man that You are mindful of him, And the son of man that You visit[a] him? 5 For You have made him a little lower than [b]the angels, And You have crowned him with glory and honor. Psalm 8: 4 & 5. I pray blessings over you all! I love you with the love of Christ, Shaamya

I was not approved for the business loan through my booking site, and I said, “That’s fine. God will make a way.” I served three clients this week and received two future bookings that generated deposits. I still had a credit card payment that needed to be made because I didn’t want the account to close. I paid that, bought a few groceries, and put gas in my car. But after all of that, I still didn’t have the $250 to pay my weekly salon suite rent. And all day I kept saying, “God will make a way. He already knows what I need before I ask.” Matthew 6:8 (KJV) says: “Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him.” That Scripture stayed with me because I truly believed God already knew what I needed, even though I had no idea how He was going to provide it. I was tired. Tired of asking my brother for help. I started putting in job applications because I trust God, but I also know what James 2:17 (KJV) says: “Even so faith, if it hath not works, is dead, being alone.” So I kept doing my part while trusting God with what I could not control. Then the tears finally broke. I simply said, “God, I don’t know. I leave it in Your hands. You always make a way.” And I kept coming back to Proverbs 3:5–6 (KJV): “Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” Back in December of last year, I had put myself on a list for Square business credit. I thought no more about it. Then tonight, around 7:45, I checked my business email and saw that I had already been preapproved for a Square Business American Express card. All I needed to do was complete my information. Praise God. That came through tonight, and I was able to pay my salon suite rent. What touched me most was that I had been saying all day, “He will make a way. He already knows what I need before I ask.” And He did. I didn’t know how the answer was going to come. I didn’t know where the provision was going to come from.

The Bible repeats “fear not,” “do not be afraid,” and similar commands hundreds of times. Which hit my spirit that fearing, worrying, and being anxious is disobedience and therefore sin.😯👀 So what do we do when we cant seem to stop the worrying, stop the anxiety, or stop the fear?? Answer: Joshua 1:8 "This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall read [and meditate on] it day and night, so that you may be careful to do [everything] in accordance with all that is written in it." What does that mean? Read the Word, speak the Word, and hear the Word. God's Word is our Weapon! Why is the word so important? John 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and THE Word WAS GOD. The more you know the Word, the more you know God, Himself. The more you Speak the Word, the more you manifest His power. The more you Hear the word, the more Faith will come. All pointing to more WORD (SPOKEN, READ, and HEARD). 1 John 4:8 " God IS LOVE" So God IS the WORD, and God IS LOVE! DO YOU KNOW WHAT LOVE DOES? READ 1 John 4:18 TELL ME IN THE COMMENTS!!!! HAPPY SATURDAY!!!

Whenever I need to feed my faith, I revisit this INCREDIBLE healing of Kathy Bruce, from Kenneth Copeland Ministries. My mom took us to so many tent services as children that seeing healing and deliverance was a norm. This is what the Lord is calling the body of Christ back to... a time where miracles, signs, and wonders were expected. @Franceli Chapman this is what we were talking about on Wednesday. This healing is a reminder of why I'm walking on the water with Jesus because this path is not for the faint of heart. I am SURE to cry when I see Kathy Bruce TAKE what God made available to her!