We have 2 events this weekend. I helped w the prep work and send @Justin Love by himself. Need to take care of me. Playing some music…. Will be back here in a little bit… What do you do when you are in pain?

I have some things to share & @Dana Renee has somethings to share :)

I have so much love and compassion for the people & cannot stand when people are suffering & manipulated. Something deep inside of me starts boiling! This is one of my biggest weaknesses. Also, one of my biggest strengths. I sat w my inner children to find out where is this coming from. I found out where: my triggers are coming from an injustice been done and me feeling helpless to do anything about it. Similar to Bulgarians being under Turkish slavery for 500 years. Turkish people came and set on fire villages, raped women and dehead husbands and put their heads on fences, took children to make them forcefully Muslims. For 500 years! Similar to Jews being taken in camps to work and being tortured and then killed painfully and soap has been made out of their bodies. This is what I learned growing up as part of history curriculum. I felt helpless. For all that cruel horrible injustice. Just as I felt helpless when some of our Tribers were misled and lied to. One of them I was able to help. Another one - after long multiple contemplation meditations - I realized that, he chose that and continued to choose. And a head that is falling of of its shoulders, you cannot stop, cuz when you turn around and stop holding it will fall back anyways…. So I made peace w that…. Been helpless. Let them. Just as I felt helpless being majorly physically abused and bitten when I was little girl. I also felt helpless and desperate and wanting to die. I am sorry to get this graphic… I tried to not use too many words. Nowadays, some of that gets triggered when I see people suffering and or being manipulated into suffering. And it happens!!! So often! It is one of my biggest strengths cuz it makes me do something to help and that drives me. Even something seemingly as lame as my Camera Confidence 7 Day Quest is my small way of helping people eliminate their limitations of not being good enough leading to frustration of their stuffs not working…. Or with my limitless sessions that are truly life changing….

The unseen! The invisible! The Grace! The Shadow! @Gunta Skrastiņa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thx for everything! (or nothing) feel free to make some air and wind when you feel like it!