I DON'T KNOW YET. A different kind of confidence. For a long time I thought not knowing meant I was behind. Behind on the plan, behind on the answers, behind everybody who seemed to have it figured out. Nobody had it figured out. They were just better at pretending. These days "I don't know yet" is one of the calmest sentences I own. It means I'm still in it. Still learning. Still becoming. The yet means I'm not done, and neither is the story. You don't have to know today. You just have to stay in it long enough to find out. — Sam #SoberSam #GoldenPlan #Recovery #Growth

I didn't miss the high. I missed the quiet inside my head for a few hours. I wasn't chasing a feeling. I was running from one. Quiet mornings. A clear head. Nobody to apologize to. Peace isn't the absence of feeling. It's the absence of regret. Calm felt boring at first. Now it's the thing I protect most. What does your calm look like? Drop it below.

PROUD OF BORING THINGS Nobody celebrates the boring wins. Going to bed on time. Showing up to work. Paying the bill. Keeping your word. Doing what you said you’d do. But those were the things I used to overlook while chasing something bigger. Turns out, the boring stuff was the life I was looking for. If today felt ordinary, good. That’s the win. What’s one “boring” thing you’re proud of today?

Here’s the second post in the series. “I’m still a good person.” And I was. That was what made the lie work. I used being a good person as proof that I didn’t really have a problem. But being a good person doesn’t mean you never hurt people. It means you’re willing to look honestly at what you’re doing and change it. That was the lie. There are a lot more I haven’t admitted yet. — Sam Follow my Facebook to see the whole series. https://www.facebook.com/share/1DvBao5CEY/?mibextid=wwXIfr