I'm Thi, but I am known as Jane. I had been working as a primary and high school teacher in NSW schools in Australia for the last 13 years. Honestly, teaching was never my choice. Maybe not teaching in school, anyway. I'm very slow to start anything and struggle to follow through, then I get mad at myself, Spiral and go full circle. I get over that "poor me" phase then pick myself up. My greatest passion is crocheting and other crafts. My biggest obstacle is "what should I do, how do I get myself out there? Why are other businesses doing so well and I can't even post on Instagram and have two people actually see what I've posted?" I also ramble on a lot and have sleep Procrastination and all things associated with ADHD. I also have autism. Late diagnoses but it made so much sense. I have been crocheting for a little over 20 years, knitting not so much but I am very skilled. I love to learn to sew, I don't know as much as I think I do but still like to think I'm pretty good. I want to turn my crafts into a business. I'm thinking something along the lines of creating online courses but I am terrified of the content. Yes I am a teacher but coming up with something that is uniquely me is somewhat challenging. When someone asks me Why, I shut down and think I'm not good enough and that nobody would want to buy anything from me, so I must sell cheaply otherwise nobody would buy from me. Who am I? Why should people pay me? I have hoarded lots of Cricut Maker materials but do nothing with them because I don't know what to do with them. I want to sew bags but fabric and material is so expensive. I'm listening to myself making excuses then beat myself up. How do you entrepreneurs start? How did you start? I have thousands of ideas yet nothing comes to light because I'm not taking any action and I sign up for thousands of courses and take none because I've paid 6 figures cumulatively and feel overwhelmed. Now I don't know where to start. Yes, I have money mindset issues as well as neurodivergent brain that does not shut up, but even being aware of that is all great, now what? I feel I've wasted 40 years of my lifetime not living my passion, I only get government support, I lost my job 5 months ago because of my emotional dysregulation (year 7 kids bullying me and not letting me teach, I could not handle it, I bash my head against the heavy sliding glass door, break down on my knees, screaming and bawling my eyes, telling at them. That was the last time I had worked in the school which I once sat in as a student. Sorry for rambling on. Can anyone feel my pain? Please tell me that things do get better and that I won't be stuck in a vicious cycle of sellers who do nothing but upsell. I feel so vulnerable and so hopeless. I am looking for support from a Skool who genuinely understands and wants to support people. I have joined countless groups then get bored because the the first thing I see is the padlock after the first Module ... How am I supposed to trust or experience the change and support I desperately need without having to pay something that I'll never end up engaging in, anyway? What I really appreciate about this Skool's model is that at least you get chances to earn upgrades instead of paying a fortune for more programs I know I will never follow through with. BTW I'm sorry if I offended anyone regarding my upselling comment. I guess I waste so much money then end up doing nothing because I am paralysed and confused, no doubt. However, I wish to release this expectation and negative thinking. This Skool feels genuine, somehow. I think this upgrade model indicates the trainers' understanding and compassion for people with ADHD. I want to be the first in my family who breaks the cycle of the typical work career and actually enjoy sharing my creativity and making money from it. Family never believed in me so I had the same thinking about myself. I am yet to find a genuine Skool that actually cares and understands ADHD not just all about profit. Perhaps this is the first one. Sorry for my essay... I'm done. Thank you for keeping up with me if you made it to the end of this long-winded introduction. I don't often get a chance to be heard in my life. I wish everyone all the best in their journey. We got your back!