Whatttup Buttercups my special Bluemoons. Like, fuck yes. Fuck yes to you. Fuck yes to everybody that just immediately signed up to Bluemoon School and was like, right, I’m fucking on it. I see you, I feel you, I’m vibing with you. That’s what I’m all about. Like, what? Yes, I love you. And Blue Moon School is, God, going all in on yourself takes a fuckload. It takes a hell of a lot of fucking energy to be able to sustain that worthiness. Like, I have gone backwards and forwards with what my gifts are, what I want to share, how I want to share it. If you’ve been to my circles, been in my space, seen me in person, done anything to do with what I have done in real life, you know, IRL, in real life, motherfuckers, you’ll know that my gifts are transparent, they’re authentic, and this channel that I have fuck man I just want to get it going. Like, I want to electrify it. It’s like I want a radio station, a podcast, a video, whatever, the whole… This is why I created the TikTok, right? Like, anyway, I just want to say that going all in and having you all like, yeah, right, right, I’m into, thank you. Fuck yes to you. I don’t expect everybody to jump in and subscribe, all those sorts of things. Take your time with it. Know that just being here for free, receiving this letter in your email, that means so much to me. Like, thank you. And if you feel like anyone else needs to read this, to feel the vibe, to see the empowerment of change, you read it when it was fucked up, and now you’re reading it when I’m like, Oh my God, things are getting better, everybody. It’s revolutionary of my own evolution. So fuck yes. Thank you. This week, well, we’ve gone a whole another week in the house, and it’s been about rest, death. Like, I really wish I could say that I’ve pranced, I’ve danced, I’ve partied, I’ve done everything, you know, all of that sort of stuff. I went all out last Sunday, like, Oh, hey, let’s do this. And yeah, it’s taken a hell of a lot out of me to have the alignment of my online space moving into the house, having a new routine, and outside of my routine, which we’re going to get into that later on, it has been resting because I don’t have the energy to do anything else. I had so much energy that I had to use just to get myself here, that now I just want to sleep, I just want to lay. It’s really hard to sleep and lay without aircon. Holy fuck. It’s so cold at night, so that I’m not sleeping how I used to at nighttime. Like, I’m telling you, I’m wearing three pairs of pants, thermals, jumpers, beanies, the whole entire package. I’m wearing an eye mask in the dark just to keep my fucking face warm. Like, the change in what’s going on for me, having to adapt to that, my body just wants to rest, to recuperate, to recalibrate, to get into that space that I’m getting used to being into where I am at now instead of where I was before, which means that I actually have no idea what I’m doing with myself. Not only I moved into the new house, I then got my car back, and then I got the car keys, and I was like, Oh my God, I’ve got a car. What am I going to do with the car? It was just the same feeling as, What am I going to do with the house? Oh my God, just do I sit here? And it’s interesting that you go back to your same comforts, your same things. You know, the first thing I did with my car was eat KFC in it and do my normal routine. The first thing I did in my house was watch The 100 when I went to bed, my comfort show. Comfort is everything. Routine is everything. And then it’s analysing and observing yourself. What in within that routine needs to stay or needs to fucking go in my new life? What is actually there because it’s a part of me and my identity, my radical self-expression, my radical self-resilience, all of that part of my change, what stays and what goes? And when I’m resting and recalibrating that, I’m waking up different every single time. I woke up so unbelievably tired after sleeping and then slept all day and then woke up even more tired and then slept all night and woke up even more tired the next day. It took about two days before I had energy, and it’s just been, it’s been a change, a death into the old.