First of all, I'm sorry and thank you all 😊As many of us have I have a lot of medical conditions, several I can keep going and fight through, but the ones that affect the mental state are still undiagnosed, many doctors are baffled. It's hard to explain but phases of confusion and feeling like idk is weird. But I wanted to apologize for my absence and out might take me a minute to respond but I will as soon as I'm able