Why do I Care??
There are days I feel overwhelmed and exhausted because I not only work my way through my own evolution, but I share that for the benefit of others. I saw this graphic this morning and it helped me see the darkness I have just come through, in a new light.
I DID ask for more. I said I was ready for ALL of it. I said I wanted to be a vessel for the gods and goddesses. And my life fell apart because it had to. The old could not sustain the new. But as you are experiencing it, it starts to feel heavy. It starts to feel crushing. It starts to feel lonely. And you adapt.
I felt like I lost it all. I had no one that understood me. I had people that wanted to understand me, but the thousand mile stare in their eyes told me I was not being truly heard. And I started feeling like: why do I care? And I pulled away. I was tired of making time for the ones who proved regularly that I was not important in their life. My importance was convenience based. And when someone else was thought to be more valued than me, it hurt. It hurt that what I’d always believed about myself was true. The evidence continued to prove it. I’m not important.
And then comes the gossip. The twisting of something no one even has the ability to fully understand. I became the odd one. The heretic. The heathen. The angry girl. The one who doesn’t practice what they preach because I was in the middle of something I didn’t even understand. I was treated horribly behind my back by the only people I loved and trusted, as far as I could allow myself to trust.
What I would have given to feel held and loved for me in those moments! But if I had, would my curriculum have resulted differently? Because in the surrendering after a long, grueling fight I found light. I found belief in myself. I found a desire to master my craft. And I found a universal love in following the inspiration that has flowed through me.
I learned a long time ago that your purpose isn’t something you keep to yourself. It’s the gift you give back to the world. That’s the main reason this space exists, appreciated or not. It’s my expression of my purpose. All the things that light me up. I spent an age devouring the content of others. Now, I share the wisdom I’ve gathered around the experiences of my life.
The Soul Code is my baby. It’s a modality built to come back home to yourself. It was shown to me in a liminal moment by the goddess Isis. And after years of fine tuning, I’m about ready to share it. It’s not telling you who to be, it points out where you have room to come back to who you are beneath the masks we wear all the time.
Next Sunday, we have an opportunity to begin a new journey together. The ultimate quest. I’m asking for help. Not to hear how awesome it is, wonderful as that would feel, but to know from your experience in it, what benefitted you and what you loved about it and what things shifted when you started facing your life instead of constantly reacting to it. I know how it’s helped me and I know it will help others too.
This quest isn’t merely 7 days. It’s 12 weeks and I’m asking nothing from you beyond participation and feedback. This is a truly immersive and transformative experience. Tor. My sound for transformation. Tor. Tor. Tor.
This Journey is for everyone, esoterically minded or not, it’s beautiful. You choose the level you can begin at, knowing you can go deeper or do more when it feels right. I’m not here to force, but to encourage. To help you begin where it’s comfortable and push you at times to define your self-imposed boundaries.
We all came here as someone. The world taught us that wasn’t good enough so we became someone else. Maybe a million someone elses. I’m the spiritual guide that walks with you as your path, the path you came to walk as the person you came here to be, unfolds for you.
And as everything in this life, you get out of it what you put in. You will have a very short daily educational moment with an activity so you get to experience it. Your time is valuable to me, so I kept these small but mighty. There are rituals and daily spell casting if you love that. Real life stuff.
It’s my turn to share myself with the world. I’m blessed to have you here. If you don’t want to be here, please know you are free to leave. I understand lurking, and that’s okay, but it’s doing nothing for you. It tends to create cobwebs in corners and dust to accumulate over my words so I prefer it if you leave the sanctuary if you don’t resonate with what I share. It’s not meant for everyone. It’s meant for those that still have a thread of curiosity to pull on.
Coming from where I have been for the last couple of years, I can say that this work is probably the exact thing you’ve been praying for. The caveat is that you have to be the one to decide and commit to yourself. 12 weeks out of a lifetime is nothing. But the result is everything.
If you want in on this incredible opportunity, you simply need to send me a message here on this platform and I will give you access. It’s not open to everyone all the time. It will open only to the curious, the serious, and the committed. If that’s you, I welcome you.
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