I'm sad.
I watch the world: the relentless push for more, the greed dressed up as progress, the hatred wearing the mask of righteousness. Division everywhere. Between neighbours, between nations, between allies who used to stand together. And even in the spaces that were meant to be healing, spiritual, religious, holistic communities, I see the same fight.
Who's right?
Who's best?
Who's biggest?
The marketers have gotten in.
The salespeople are running the show.
Followers become currency.
Truth becomes branding.
And the quiet, humble work of actually sitting with ourselves gets drowned out by the noise of who's winning.
It makes me wonder: where is the Oneness now?
It feels further away than ever.
And I can feel myself wanting to fix it.
To say the right thing that will wake people up.
To write the perfect post that will cut through the fog.
But I know that's just my own craving wearing a spiritual mask. The craving for control. The craving to be the one who saves everyone.
I can't save anyone.
I can barely save myself on most days.
So I sit with the sadness. I let it move through me. I don't push it away, and I don't drown in it. I just... hold it. Like a friend who has nowhere else to go.
And I remind myself: this sadness is not a sign of failure.
It's a sign that I still care.
That my heart hasn't hardened.
That I haven't bought into the numbness that the world is selling.
I can't fix the greed.
I can't stop the wars.
I can't break the spell of spiritual competition.
But I can refuse to play.
I can tend my small patch of ground. I can show up here, not as a guru, not as a brand, not as someone with all the answers, but as a guy who is also just fumbling.
I can write honestly.
I can listen more than I speak.
I can stop measuring my worth by the size of my audience.
And maybe that quiet refusal is itself a form of resistance.
Because the world of greed and division survives on our participation.
On our hunger for more, for status, for being "right.
When we step out of that game, we're not changing the world overnight. But we're no longer feeding the machine.
And that's not a solution to the world's problems. It's just... peace. Small, unglamorous, utterly unimpressive peace.
And right now, that's enough.
It has to be.
With Love ❤️
Always
Mark