@Jackie Grawe Thanks, I appreciate you sharing that with me. So many people I come across are excited for their free time now and happy for their kids and couldn't be happier themselves.... I feel like maybe they're just not being completely honest with me! I'm so devastated at this transition, I've no idea how it's ever going to get better! But I, too, am focusing in on writing a book 🙃 maybe we'll see each other on shelves one day!