@Mike Kauffman you are not alone in this journey. Hats off to you for putting that out there I should have sooner. Idk where your out in this program but speaking personally for me I’m a month in, thought I could hit the ground running, cut drinking out cold turkey, keep up on all the workouts, track my food intact etc and miserably failed. At one point questioned what the fuck am I doing in this program, knowing I need to change things in my life (drinking) mainly but then have been doing the weekly calls, trying to implement the rest of it and found by doing that I’ve found very small wins along the way I know damn well wouldn’t of happened before this program on my own. Me like you have a hard time putting the can or bottle down maybe little or bigger amounts and is really hard and I’ve slipped up too more than one day along this journey but when I look back there was a reason we were drawn to this program so you can’t focus on fucking up but where can I make tomorrow better in my life. We ( brotherhood) are all at what seems to be really different places in this program who have joined rightfully so but looking for the same freedom that alcohol keeps taking away from our lives. Don’t hang your head keep pushing. If you fall down get back up. 🙂that’s where I’m at