We had the Hunter's Moon last night illuminating the sky and allegorically giving us the brightness to see within the dark (the sub conscious content within our psyche). Maybe you noticed certain strong emotions or experiences that had depth this weekend through conversations or internal currents emerging. I woke up today with this message on my mind, I've mentioned here before that I use the bible as a book of wisdom describing through parables the process of consciousness that is happening within all of us. I had a mentor who decoded that for me and the stories became invaluable. In Revelations 3:15-16 "I know your deeds; you are neither cold nor hot. How I wish you were one or the other. 16 So because you are lukewarm — neither hot nor cold — I will spit you from my mouth!" As someone who was (and still can slip into) this lukewarm place of dissociation, distraction, complacency, I wanted to speak to it. For me it was this place of "Yeah man, whatever, it's all good, it's all love, everything's good, just in the flow" paired up with stress, overwhelm, and fear on the daily. The place of indecision and analysis paralysis. The place of purgatory where you're sitting on the fence without making a choice because you are afraid. Afraid to let go of what's on one side and fully leap into and choose the other, which is a vast uncharted territory. A lot of men have fallen into this no man's land between the trenches. It's numbing, it's coping, it's treading water, it's settling, it's not even being interested in stewarding the incredible gifts each of us have been created with to bring into the world. It's where you trim the weeds just enough so it's not noticeable rather than letting them completely grow and overtake the garden OR getting in there & pulling all of the weeds out by the roots. It's where you beat your head off the wall, ping pong back and forth in duality between your "good" and "bad" sides. From this place, the spirit cannot enter. From this place, we cannot receive the blessing of wisdom because we are in the middle place where the signal is most weak (survival center). Culled is the desire to realize and work with the gifts we've been given. That essence our soul brought here to pour into the collective well we all share to alchemize the poison into medicine.

Brothers, I recommend giving this interview a listen from a native elder Jasper Young Bear. Lots of beautiful wisdom for the times we’re in. Be present with the transmission.

Hey brothers, all the replays for both days of our workshop are now up in the classroom under the workshop module. I highly recommend going through them if you didn't attend live. It was a super powerful few days!

Wanted to share something I've been chewing on that really paints the picture of why I can’t seem to be consistent in anything. Credit to Gene Hart for this. Book is "Sealing the Vessel" by Gene Hart. Any quotes in here are from the book First off, take a look at the pictures I've attached of the jar and the colander. Gene was teaching not only in relation to astral projection, but also in relation to our energy in general. There's a few core pieces here. The first is that Life force energy is always flowing into us from the everlasting Spring. Always. This the Divine Feminine -- always supporting, nourishing. Second core idea: You are a vessel which can hold the waters of this ever-flowing spring. The vessel is our capacity to hold energy. Third piece: What is a leak? "A leak is a place where your attention has been captured and bound, where a film is running and you are absorbed in it." "Tension is a frozen leak. Every chronic clench in the body is attention that flowed out long ago and never came home, light trapped in the muscle like water trapped in ice." I'm a massage therapist, and my oh my does this explain why everyone is so fucking tense. We all have old wounds that never properly healed. It is Divine providence that we are given the grace of this constant flow of Life into us. This is a blessing so rich we cannot remotely fathom it in its fullness. Which is why it pains me so to witness how I squander it. All of us have leaks to varying degrees. (I think this is what some people mean when they talk about having "holes in your aura.") In fact for most of us, our vessels are less like a jar and more like a colander. You have so many holes that despite the infinite cosmic wellspring innervating you, you never feel fully alive. How can that be? Well simply, because it pours out before it ever accumulates in a meaningful amount. Kinda like how in typical breathing a human only uses ~10% of their total lung capacity. We tend to do the bare minimum to get by. We become accustomed to smallness.