@Terri Streeter I feel for you lovely 🫂 Trust me when I say you can do it, use those feelings to fuel you to change your life for the better beautiful. You can do this 💪(if I can, then so can you!) I spent a lot of time hating what I saw in the mirror and feeling trapped and not myself, now I feel so much better having stuck with discipline and consistency. It's uncomfortable at first, but not as uncomfortable as disliking yourself and being uncomfortable in your own body like I was... then eventually it becomes second nature once you realize it's a lifestyle not a quick fix. Get back in that gym, get back to healthy eating and you will feel better soon, promise 💜 And then you will have the treats on holiday and not feel guilty as you earned them 🙌💜 and more importantly, you will be proud of the strong woman in the mirror 💪Sending you a big hug and positivity 🫂💪 With you all the way!