I have attempted on more occasions than you can shake a stick at, to stop drinking at home alone, ie, not when we have company, which is next to never. I love booze. Jack Daniels, real ales, real cider, gold watch, vodka, you name it. My night time routine is bath, Motörhead, booze. It free’s my mind, helps get my creative juices flowing for things to make, but it also brings out the anger in me. I had 23 years of dealing with conflict, violence, danger, hatred and Im done with that feeling. I need to stop drinking so much, before irreversible damage is done. From today, Im committing to 30 days of no booze on my own at home, thats how 99% of my intake is consumed. I know that that single change will be life enhancing. @Gary Le Rosbifs said the other day, we’ll all be glad when you beat this, or words to that effect. That single line resonates in me with a powerful voice, and I thank you for it Gary. Phrases akin to, you got this, go for it, you can do it etc etc, leave me cold. Americanised platitudes as shallow as a worms grave. Gary’s words however, touched my heart. I’ll never stop drinking because I don’t want to, I just don’t want to drink myself into an early grave.