Hi Brian. As Kelly mentioned above, 5MeO is often just the beginning of the process - while there is also profound healing, it breaks us open and brings things to our conscious mind that want to be transformed, integrated, and processed. I second the idea of finding someone to work with (either a therapist of integration coach) who is familiar with the processes of 5 because it IS so different from other psychedelics. I can recommend a few if you need references. There is also a great free biweekly integration circle here (one next week): https://five-meo.education/five-integration-circles/. and they have a list of integration specialists who are vry experienced with 5. I also found this article VERY insightful about working with parts/childhood wounds/attachment issues and 5 (and the author is also an attachment coach who does online sessions https://www.bunanbrown.com). Best of luck in this ongoing evolution into spacious freedom!