Your Podcast is great!!! & nope, it didn’t surprise me at all, as you spoke everything I needed to hear this morning; I say this, bc I’m within the time in my journey, where I know, undeniably, that I am, again, clearly connected within my heart’s eye, in conscious mind, accelerating within my own awareness’s. When I’m in my balanced flow, the correct messages will & do come to me (my past experiences have already proven this lol); and after these past 12 yrs & learning all I have, through each & every humble loving, & or ☝🏼, painful, scary, humiliating, shameful, grief stricken, heavy tension, soul (Love) squeezing, life or death, very real, indeed, challenges (situations are challenges in my opinion)… Well, one would assume & think, that I wouldn’t be suffering right now with Imposture Syndrome. But, here I am, looking in this clear mirror & feeling it; those tensions arising within myself (yah’ know, that deep solar plexus tension; like a brick in the gut😉). And, I felt the memories, as they arose; my only biological sister; I feel her energy behind me, mocking me, as I was walking away from her. I feel her energy right after I’d hung up from phone conversations with her. I feel & hear her mocking me, when & while speaking with our mutual family members about me. I feel the brutal pain from the disappointment & grief, that others, I’d, all my life, truly thought & or assumed, really knew the real, authentic me & loved me for that reason alone. I feel the feeling of ‘unbelievement,’ within what I am being ‘spoken at’ about myself, from an outward (as well as, out of State) family source, “you are nothing but a Meth mouth; you deserve to be living in Gov housing & or dead in a ditch; your only out is for free money; you only want your 1st grandson, dads 1st great grand son his Will; you LEAVE that house right now! Or we are calling the Law, & we will make you leave that house! If either of you is a true Christian in that house, is your sister! You are nothing but a demon!” *CLICK* they’d hung up on me… Without a second thought or care in the world, about my father’s life, while he is alive. Now I feel the brutal pain for my dad, & anger, from this sudden awareness; of me, alone, within such a horrific situation.