Hi everyone, I’m making myself a goal to post at least once a week going forward. The topic this week will be “Ego and Practice”. One of the hardest things about improving on an instrument is overlooking the urge for instant gratification, and letting go of your ego. In our everyday lives, instant gratification is everywhere we look: social media, video games, shopping, snacking etc. None of these things are bad for you in moderation, but they have wired our brain to expect to get rewards when we want it. Unfortunately, overcoming difficulties on an instrument are rarely achieved in a single practice session. Younger musicians (myself included) are often in a rush to hit a certain note, play a passage fast, to have better endurance etc. This often causes people to hit the same plateaus over and over. Results that stick are like planting a seed, watering the amount it needs everyday, and waiting patiently until it turns into a tree. Assuming someone plays really tense, and wants to play relaxed on a daily basis, this can take weeks or months. The same goes for overcoming the tendency to overblow and tighten for a high note. Also for adding on practice time. Start planning smaller goals, and letting those smaller wins add up to a big win over the course of weeks, months, and years. A plant must not be overwatered, otherwise it cannot receive the necessary oxygen, and it risks dying. A plant must get to a certain level of dryness before it is watered again. This can be equated to rest time between practice sessions or practicing the following day. Also- due to rain and changing temperature conditions, plants do not need to be watered the same amount of water every day. When it is very hot outside, plants of course need more water. When it is cooler, they won't need as much. Our practice must also adapt to conditions. If we had a very heavy practice session, rehearsal or playing week, we must change our practice to fit around these conditions. After a very heavy playing day, your lips may still be a little tired or swollen from the previous day. You must take this into consideration, and give yourself some grace if high notes aren’t working as well, tension seems to re-introduce itself, and your lips feel tired more quickly than normal. Resist the urge to overwater. Resist the urge to force a high note, focus on relaxing to the best of your ability, and perhaps have shorter practice sessions with more breaks. It is often how we handle our playing days that don’t feel as good that allow us to not slip back into bad habits. We all do this from time to time, so you’re not alone if this happens to you.