I just had my 3rd interview for a job I REALLY need to get my head above water. My cost of living here is so so so high, and they just came back today and said they do not have the means to hire me and my salary expectation was too high...what a waste of fucking time. This stuff normally triggers me to drink and I am feeling VERY strong urges to do that and give up again...how do I reprogram this and be positive and not drink? I am in some debt and am trying to buy a home here for 800k I really need a job to help me climb out of it and to help me save up some money for a down payment. 😭😭