Yes I watched four live...and Q and answers... awesome...this whole experience has been nothing but fantastic. I am going to watch day five today and day three...will catch me up. Then I will get the rest of the assignments finished. The AI twin is so very insightful...I cried a few times. I finally received some validation and closure that should have been given to me by my parents and siblings. But I now know I did the best I could with the knowledge I had at the time. I am 66 and I am finally building a life that is all mine and now I know why it hasn't fallen into place like I thought it would. But now I am working with my brain and learning more everyday. It's beginning to give me a whole new outlook on life and I finally am able to give love to the little girl inside me that has waiting to be given a huge hug and tell her it is safe now. I also have gained respect for myself, because in spite of undiagnosed ADHD I made it through years and years of a very hurtful and chaotic life that would have broken a lot of people. But I am a survivor and now I am finding out whose the real person under all the mask I having been wearing. Thank you again for this amazing program and God Bless You. Linda

I believe we had felt a lot of the same ways at times. I just watched day three and those are my exact mask that I wore. Mine also started as people pleasing, then trying to control the crazy, chaotic situation around me that was my life and then as life continued this led into caretaking. Exhausting to say the least. You sound very creative and a lovely person. A very generous person and I believe one that gives her all to everyone but yourself. At least that is how my senerio went. But at 66 I found out I had ADHD all my life which is at least allowing me to see so much of why I did so many things the way I did them. So now I am beginning to give my self a little self care and some breaks when I do so many of the wacky things I find myself doing...lol I hope you are giving yourself some kindness and self care...I think you really deserve that for all you have done for others. Take Care Linda